Monday, April 18, 2016

Reflection

Life Changes constantly around us well, Me. In time we learn. I now know that I am a late bloomer,
a lazy natural,and many other things. That was learnt in time. Yet there are many more lessons to be learned. I look to the outer for some kind of relief. To the  Political atmosphere or motivational speakers hoping to find something. Even now I am uncertain to what it is that I want.  With all this stuff I thought i knew now lays in waste. So I sit here wasting away conserving what little i have thanking my parents for their support (aka a home). I used to blame the world for the problems I was inherited. Loans,Economy,Health,Education,etc. Sometimes I still like to. Its been a couple years since college finished and I have nothing to show for it. Everything became too hard and too time consuming for me to have any interest. I been really big into the psychology. Trying to understand what caused this?why?and How to get out of it. In a interview with Frank kern and John Reese, Tony Robbins mentions something really interesting about P.A.R.B.( Potential >action>result>belief ) which is looped. Reflecting on my life currently, I am in limbo. Or I feel like I am. I have potential but take no action in which i see no results that leads into a depressive and/or mundane state. In turn, that loops back into no action and so on. Well enough rambling for today. Hopefully i can keep writing (I HATE writing.)
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Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Friday, December 20, 2013

3D Work

Can you guess which is my work?
3d studio max composition test





Sculptris + blender and 3d studio Max
(this was interesting .500k+ faces and couldn't import to 3ds
but fine in blender)





Old Thesis Back when i was working with XSI at FIT!
(lost in a HDD failure)



April's noob polycount's challenge.






  An asymmetrical base mesh of a Female
                                                 An asymmetrical base mesh of a Male



Perseus with the head of Medusa by  benvenuto Cellini
Done in Zbrush and Softimage as a 
figure and  anatomy study.
 Zbrush
(Zbrush)
(Zbrush)
reference: http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs30/i/2008/114/b/0/Hand_Reference___04_of_04_by_Paladin_Ciel.jpg
note: hands,feet are weak

                                                           Blue Eyes White Dragon (3k poly blender)
(Rigging)BEWD

                                                           Kel_Tec RFB rifle (Softimage XSI)

First Blender work






Friday, December 13, 2013

Design

                                               La Taverna restaurant logo samples
                                          done for a friend wanting to start a restaurant.
                                                                   
                                A motivational Poster quoting Tony Robins & Arnold schwarzenegger

                                              A Arma3 Patch Design for GrumpyGat's Team

                                           Logo Design for a Friend's Band used in a concert

Skyline Server Logo Design before change to GrumpyGat

Logo Design

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

light at the bottom


Vector portrait of me done in illustrator
3 guys walk into a bar.


Xena: Warrior Princess Study
I wanted to see if i can still draw on a wacom.
I still need to work.




                                                                  "light at the bottom"